tired...
sometimes i'm tired of manipulating the facts about myself. why can't i just tell them straight? why must i hide? why must i care? do i really care? actually i don't. so why am i doing this? (okay, i started to feel stupid as i'm talking to myself)fine... i shall not hide anymore. i accept myself as i am. and i don't care if pple can accept it or not as the choise they made will never affect me at all.
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Friday, March 05, 2004
biggest failure
a man who fails in making true friend is a man who fails to live a fulfilled life.Ni submitted homework at 5:53 PM | 0 more assignments
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
growing up (revisiting)
i really think i'm in a process of growing up.growing up to be an adult.
growing up to be what i wanna be.
and that's where the problem lies in...
what do i wanna become?
a computer geek? an MBA student? an enterprenuer? a bum? a workaholic? an alcoholic? a business(wo)man? a traveller? a family (wo)man? a poseur? a mother?
the choice is tough.
there're just too many temptations in life.
and i'm just a confused kid, searching for my identity, trying to differentiate myself from the crowd.
and now i have to choose what i wanna become.
coz i believe the choice is mine and i can't just sit here and wait for things to happen.
life is too precious. i know i can't just waste my life any longer.
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happy little things
my happy little things in office1. pulpyC
2. free high-speed internet
3. cool e-mail address (S.Chonnikan@morganstanley.com)
4. funny e-mails from good friends
5. cute collegues
6. tao boss (u know... i'm fascinated with tao pple)
7. nice and comfy toilet for a nap
8. nicely-cut ready-to-eat fruits
9. long lunch hour
10. seasonal programing tasks
these are mine. what're yours?
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
full of shit...
pple are full of shit. they like to shit when i need to sleep.maybe QQ's theory is true: they take turn to shit whole day so i can't sleep in the toilet.
they're just simply full of shit.
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