Wednesday, March 31, 2004

tired...

sometimes i'm tired of manipulating the facts about myself. why can't i just tell them straight? why must i hide? why must i care? do i really care? actually i don't. so why am i doing this? (okay, i started to feel stupid as i'm talking to myself)

fine... i shall not hide anymore. i accept myself as i am. and i don't care if pple can accept it or not as the choise they made will never affect me at all.


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Friday, March 05, 2004

biggest failure

a man who fails in making true friend is a man who fails to live a fulfilled life.


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Wednesday, March 03, 2004

growing up (revisiting)

i really think i'm in a process of growing up.
growing up to be an adult.
growing up to be what i wanna be.

and that's where the problem lies in...

what do i wanna become?

a computer geek? an MBA student? an enterprenuer? a bum? a workaholic? an alcoholic? a business(wo)man? a traveller? a family (wo)man? a poseur? a mother?

the choice is tough.

there're just too many temptations in life.
and i'm just a confused kid, searching for my identity, trying to differentiate myself from the crowd.

and now i have to choose what i wanna become.
coz i believe the choice is mine and i can't just sit here and wait for things to happen.
life is too precious. i know i can't just waste my life any longer.



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happy little things

my happy little things in office
1. pulpyC
2. free high-speed internet
3. cool e-mail address (S.Chonnikan@morganstanley.com)
4. funny e-mails from good friends
5. cute collegues
6. tao boss (u know... i'm fascinated with tao pple)
7. nice and comfy toilet for a nap
8. nicely-cut ready-to-eat fruits
9. long lunch hour
10. seasonal programing tasks

these are mine. what're yours?


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Tuesday, March 02, 2004

full of shit...

pple are full of shit. they like to shit when i need to sleep.
maybe QQ's theory is true: they take turn to shit whole day so i can't sleep in the toilet.

they're just simply full of shit.


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