i'm just a kid

weren't i supposed to have fun tonight?

well... maybe you can't have fun everyday. not even if it's your last day of exam.

i'm the reject. no one wants to play with me. even my rabbitch doesn't wanna play with me. (mm... why should she, right?)

i'm just a kid. i probably need to grow up. get my own life. stop playing. the grown-ups have stopped playing. they're serious. they mean business. i should, too.

didn't go attica in the end tonight cos they were worried about age limit. such a kid. went to hideout instead. caught a band, but didn't catch the band's name, playing this really nice acoustic set. a little jazzy. the bassist is cute and his baseline is groovy.

said hi to Desmond, bassist of the electrico. told him i listened to his album every single day. bumped into "hall kid" - willy, at the club. but didn't talk to him much cos was in the midst of conversation.

meeting esther and qq tmr. finally after a long long while. esther must have been, indeed, beefed up. i miss these good conversations in a comfort of good friends where you don't have to say a word but they know what you mean. last chance to relax before starting on my fyp project.

well... that's all. good night.
(tired? no. sleepy? no. i was just told to leave)


Ni submitted homework at 3:51 AM

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