abstinence

i am sad.

i quarrelled with pokido again (and again and again).

don't ever ask me what we quarrel over cos, seriously, i never know. all i know is that she doesn't want to see me anymore. she's been saying so. and i think it's about time i respected her wish. so i said to myself i shall not bother her again until she feels like seeing me [which can range from 1 day to eternity. tha later seems to be more likely though] gosh... i don't think i'll even last a day.

but i've got my honeystar. i've got my milk. i bought tissue paper and soap. most importantly, i've got my meantime girl.

i will survive.

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but abstinence is bad for health - physically, mentally, psychologically, sociologically.
not seeing her for one week is worse than not having sex for a year. frankly, i think my idea of refraining myself from seeing her is as absurd as an anti pre-marital sex campaign [recently held in orchard by sellling a wristband saying something like "say NO to pre-marital sex" - actually i can't remember what the wristband exactly says. but it shd be something cliche along that line.] i seriously don't think i can do this for more than 2 days.

but a little bit of abstinence may do me good. i suspect we see each other too much and start taking each other for granted. a little space, a little more time to ourselves, i hope it will make things better. i'm always on the optimistic side. =D

Ni submitted homework at 12:46 AM

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